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I want to write about all that worthy. Your opinion, What is included in the "precious things"?? It must have been a variety of opinions. There are houses, cars, jewelry, certificates of ownership, stocks, bonds, currencies, and so forth. All I mentioned is matter. Is there anything non-material? Yup, like family, love, parents, lovers, health, and so forth. Anything else? Yes, I am, and this is the most precious for me, God. I am sure you also think the same thing. What is the price of God for our lives?? For my life it's the most precious **At least that what I think of**. I say God is the most valuable in my life, but often what I do is the opposite. I say I love God with all my heart, but what I often do the opposite. I just hurt and hurt and hurt him every time.

What I do is add a welt on his wound and is not Jewish who crucified Jesus but me. Once again, it was I who crucified him!! I am the loudest shout "Crucify him! Crucify him! "So, if anyone asks who is most guilty and crucified Jesus? I person ...

I was supposed to die on the cross, but I was too cowardly to admit it. I even blame Him, the True One, sent by our Heavenly Father. I do not want to blame, and therefore I blame him. I tried to make him put to death. I perolok fun of him, my spit him, and even my whip him, injuring his body is sacred, looked at him with hatred in his face, kicked him, pierced His side with a spear, and wearing a crown of thorns on His head . In fact, I give to Him sour wine, and sent him down from the cross to prove His deity. It was I who did all that.

I remembered the story of Peter and the burning of Rome:


I also sometimes like Peter, who claimed himself as a disciple of Jesus but when persecution came, I chose to escape and hide. In fact, I may not have the courage like St. Peter, who dared to return to Rome and eventually died there. That's me. I am sure once again, you do not like me. Do I Model. Once again, I do not Model ...

I also remember when I was putting off for prayer, when He was waiting for me and called me to come. I actually fun to watch TV until 12:00 hours of the night. After I finished watching, I do not pray directly, but my first action is brushing my teeth, then drink, and last, starting to pray. That day the Lord just get my remaining time. Finally, when I pray, I just babbling, because I was sleepy. However, in the middle of it, in my heart came a voice, "Do you love Me?" The voice was very gentle and repeated several times.

I was shocked and lost any sense of drowsiness. Regrets that in appearing in my heart. I can only shut up and cry at the time. I also said, "What have I done this? Forgive me, Lord. "That's the words that came out of my lips. I felt like the dumbest people worldwide because it has made the King of All the King waiting for me, and He is patiently waiting for me. I thought, 'Is this evidence of my affection to God? I let him wait for me. "Honestly, if I were told to wait, not the sentence," Do you love Me? "Which I said gently, but surely swear words and arghh ... I do not know what to say.

One thing that crossed my mind. After the next day, I just realized that the same sentence ever made by Jesus to Peter before Jesus commanded Peter herding his sheep. Now I knew what St. Peter felt at that time.

Why do we work? For money, for fame or to meet the needs of family life? or what? Often we go in and get stuck in a job without us knowing what our goals are and why we want to work like that and in that place?

But, is it wrong? I do not think so. Should we choose the job that we really like and under our control, so that we can do it 100% and contributed in the company by 200%. But often we can not vote in accordance with our desires, so the important thing is to work in total and sincere.

Why would we give 200% to the company where we work? because the company is basically paying us because we work for the company's profits and to pay ourselves. So actually, we provide 200% of our efforts, and receive 100% of the companies where we work, and that 100% the rest into the pockets of the company for operating expenses and profit owners. But, do not say it was not fair, because somehow we need firm. Without them, we also can not work for fulfilling what our ideals why we work.

Why would I be typing on this huh? : P

Oh well ... back to the problem for what we are working. Think about it now. Why? Often we become lazy and not passionate about, and do not work in total, because we do not know what we're working (this is the worst!) Or we have too high expectations on their job and the company where we work. We need to have high expectations, but still realistic. Do not fly too high in the clouds. You see, if it falls, ouch ... pain.

If what happens is you do not know why you work, you're in a big trouble! Because it does not surprise me if we are often in and out of work in a short time frame, beat superman. Worse, lest we ourselves do not know the purpose of our lives. Hmm,,, when it's like, dunno ...: p

The point is: Have a purpose in their work and set targets for yourself, as this will spur us to further sped to success